Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Writting Thoughts



sometimes i feel like i people sometimes i feel like its best to be alone,sometimes i wanna shoot you sometimes i feel like talking to you,sometimes i wanna forgive you but i dont want to forget the pain you put me through,,why after we broke up i cant never find the right guy.why i dont wanna to look pretty anymore why i dont like the people that like me.why am i forcing myself to be friendly to people i dont wanna tallk to.......




IM SITTING HERE THINKING.DANM I MADE A BIG MISTAKE,THE NIGHT WE BROKE UP I SHUD OF WENT TO YO HOUSE N DESTROY THE BROKEN PIECES YO EX LEFT CAUSE I WAS TRYING TO FIX IT N U DIDNT LET ME.I DONT HATE YOU I JUST WANNA HIT YOU,I WANT YOU TO LOOK ME IN MY FACE N TELL ME U DONT MISS ME THE FIGHTS N MAKE UP SEX WE HAD,HOW U USED TO TELL ME I WAS TROUBLE,HOW CAN U LET THIS GO LIKE THAT.IM HURT CAUSE I BELIEVED YOU N NOT EVRY GUYS GET THAT FROM ME,I DONT WANNA NOBODY TO HAVE YOU IF I CANT HAVE YOU I DONT WANNA SHOOT YOU,I WANNA SET U ON FIRE THAT WAY WE BOTH CAN DIE TOGETHER.IM NOT AFRAID TO DIE WITH YOU.



ITS MARTHA ENTERTAININ ITS WHAT I DO FO A LIVIN ITS NOT WHO I AM I LIKE TO THINK DAT IM PRETTY NORMAL.I LAUGH.I GET MAD,I HURT, I THINK GUYS SUCK SOMETIMES BUT WEN U IN THE SPOTLIGHT EVERYTHING SEEMS GOOD.SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I HAVE IT WORST CUZ I ALWAYS HAVE TO KEEP MY GUARD UP,I D K WHO TO TRUST I DONT KNO WHO WANTS TO DATE ME FO WHO I AM OR WHO WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND FO I REALLY AM......

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